XaizX

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Four Months by XaizX, literature

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Four Months

June 2009 The moment my friends were walking away from me, saying their goodbyes, I realized I was all alone. In a sea of unfamiliar faces, I felt scared, weak, and vulnerable. I began to break out in cold sweat. "Sure you won't come with us?" "Yeah, I have to talk to our adviser about the classes I'll take." "We'll just leave later then. We'll wait for you." "No, you go now. You know you have to finish that project as soon as possible." "But… Are you sure?" "Yeah. " "Will you be ok?" "I'll be fine. Don't worry." But I wasn't fine. I actually wanted to cry. Not because they were leaving me at that instant, but because finally i

Talking to the Moon by XaizX, literature

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Talking to the Moon

One thing I hate, yet ironically quite good at when I have a crush on someone is putting myself down. As hard as I try to keep them all in, my insecurities come madly rushing out the deepest, darkest corners of my mind - laughing that familiar sinister laugh, eager to bring to my consciousness hateful unwelcome thoughts. You're not pretty. You're fat. You have ugly hair. You have no talent. You can't sing. You can't dance. Heck, you don't even know how to cook. There's just nothing special with you. There is absolutely NO chance he'll like you. Even for a split second. My heart becomes heavy. My mind goes into shutdown. I stare blankl

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I drove on the wrong side of the street tonight, but only for a second. Just long enough to see I was the only one going the wrong way, just long enough to almost hit a couple people. But there was nothing more than a scare... I guess they knew who I was looking for. I guess they knew I wouldn't settle for anything less then a head on collision. So I can't blame them for getting out of my way, and at least I left them shaking because we almost hit each other. But they'll never know I'm shaking because we never did. Maybe I should have listened when I was told nothing good would come from trying, Maybe I should have remembered that it would

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Philippines
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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18 19 20 21 22 23 years old.
Self-proclaimed artist.
~~Future~~ Registered Nurse.
Changed by the unfailing love of Jesus.
:)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lifehouse, Hillsong, Switchfoot, Planetshakers, Newsboys, Beatles, Air Supply, The Fray

Favourite Writers

Harlan Coben

Favourite Games

Call of Duty 4

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2, Game Boy

Tools of the Trade

Imagination, Insanity, Bits of crazy fangirlishness

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Art, Photography, Writing, Books, Anime

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XaizX

Nov 14, 2011

Still Alive

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Why, hello there DeviantArt Journal! It's been 2 years since I last wrote here. But fret not for I have constantly been visiting you, you know. Just didn't get the time to write anything decent. Anyway.. In 33 days, I'll be taking the Nursing Licensure Exam. I am soooooo nervous. I don't know what to do anymore. Like, should I study this topic first? Or maybe this one? Gaaaaah! D: Buuut! The Lord reminded me of these verses: "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and yo

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Nov 13, 2009

Plagiarism Or Not?

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I was shocked when I read in the student publication of our college an article about Philippine politics so similar to mine written and published in my highschool's magazine three years ago. The catch? It wasn't written by me, it was by a highschool batchmate. And she did so without telling me. Her title, The One and Only Superstar: Politics is the exact title of my article. Only that mine was in Spanish, La Unica Superestrella: La Politica? She copied many lines from my article, word for word. Some, she rephrased and/ or added words. Sure, she added her own thoughts but you can see (read, rather) parts of MY article within HERS. And like I

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Sep 30, 2009

twitter. blogspot. typhoon ondoy.

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Hey! I know. I'm super duper lazy. The last time I wrote a journal was last year. Wow. Well actually I wrote one last April but deleted it. Anyway, I'm on twitter. I'm on it because my basketball player-crush is on it too. Haha. So if you've got one and want me to follow you, give me a link. :) And I've got a blog on blogspot. If you've got one, do tell me. :) I guess you've heard about typhoon Ondoy? or typhoon Ketsana? The latter is its international name. Well, its effects were devastating. Millions worth of properties lost. 200 and still counting people died. Hundreds still missing. Thousands of families left broken and homeless. We w